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its been a long 2 weeks man!!college has started weee not so boring...but its only lecture for the first week so i end up having like long hours of break not knowing what to do *sobs* but anyway, my class is from mon to thurs only wee...im so happy man!!ive been trying to get used to my timing back again...after all the hols n late outings!!i have to get back to the normal coll girl sobssi cant remember much what i did for the past 2 weeks...but last fri was my daddy's birthday!!he is oredi 53!!oh my god...had dinner with my family n my uncle n my darling as well!!thats weird, but glad that my parents love him...after that was a night out in cristro's with my darling (i guess) n his cousin n his cousin's frens...it was basically my darling's cousin's bf birthday...same day as my daddy!!hmmmpphh...i know i was drunk...damn DEAD drunk!!thanks to pearly...i have to blame u!!hahahah but sorry to her as well...anyway i had fun!!felt great in a way n heartache in a way...cos my bf dun care hahah....after that night...it was all normal, as usual...out with darling!!help him do this do that...yday went to decanter for a short while with him n my frens...hehehe navin n the rest lar!!we played the game!!...rishi is super blur...if u wanna him to drink make sure u r the thumb master, he is so BLUR man!!!it was all good, my darling took over rishi's place when he started playing...my blur darling *muaks* thats why he is adorable...lets see...what can i say about today??suppose to go dating with my bf but cannnot cos he has some job stuff to do *sobss* but he ask me to follow him!!hahah so we had to go to "masjid jambek" for his medical checkup thingy...n he has no idea where it is...so he din drive n we took LRT there *wee* it was fun right with lots of smelly ppl, but as long im with him n we're doing soemthing different!!its all good then...its my 2nd time taking LRT...wat spoil brat!!hahah but i bet there's ppl out there not been in one!!hahah it was all good...althou tiring!!love u darling to bits!!
ahahahahah got back my results...yeah!!its so much fear to actually key in ur id then password n click click the thing to see the results popped out in front of ur eyes...but the amazing thing is when results was out...ppl who use streamyx couldn't check...i was checking for all them...but finally got the guts to check mine...although its not that good but its alright...for i jus hope to pass heehhe...i got 1d, 2c n 1p hahahahah i tot ill fail a paper!!but i din hahah 5 more semesters to go...hopefully!!then ill be out working eee...what the??but its all part of life isnt it??where u study a 1/4 of ur life n then u work 2/4 or maybe 1/4 (if im i can earn so much money at such a short period hahaha) of ur life like shit!!!then u enjoy for the rest....sitting down on the rocking chair looking at ur child grow (if i have one) or maybe touring around the world...ahhahaha that is nice!!thats jus all part of life...where u work for money money money!!hahah
im happy with my results!!heheh for that im going drinking this fri...weee long time havent deee...its all good!!this time drinking wine...good for health but before that must accompany my dad!!his bday!!hahahah then after that dun care...to the curve we go!!if its too late...i guess we got to head for one of the clubs dee...i dun care although most of them are starting class dee...but hello its the first week man!!!hmmphh..
sighh...carmen left for a whilee...miss her spasticness!!faster come back...u must hear pearly crazy stuff that she does!!she is kuku in her brains man!!hehehe
now its the stressing part...get into monash do marketing n management or stay in this vu for marketing/international trade...which is the best??combination??heheh someone out there pls advice...although still have 1/2 a yr to go to decide!!ehehehh sighhh but must think one ma!!anyway leave it as it is first lar....but advice pls!!at least i have a goal infront of me....anyway, nothing much to blog...ive been eating damn a lot!!till then coll starts!!i feel like going shopping!!but damn no cash!!hehehe
i dunno how long more will i have to keep up to u. i dunno how much do i have to give in. i dunno how i can never find to courage to stand up to u. i no longer know where my dignity has gone when im in front of u. i dunno where is that feeling that u used to have. i dunno if ur still afraid if im gone. i dunno what happen. i dunno wat to say. i dunno wat to do. i dunno what is right. i dunno what is wrong. all i know is i love u. i know u love me. i know u have give in to me. i know u have lost ur dignity. i know u r feeling insecure. i know u have keep up to me for a long time. i know i know.
woahh...its been sometimes since i blogged...hmm lets see where should i start!!my bf is back!!everything is going well..i guess!!every relationship has its up n downs isnt it??im glad that he is back here!!first week din go very well for us...but now its been great!!carmen lefT!!sobss...she has finally made her choice to leave her wonderful frens for the sheep n cows that doesnt even know if she is being spastic or smart!!hahah she is spastic...she fractured her middle toe, how can a normal person be able to do it??heeheh we spend lots of time with her i guess....stayed in a hotel in kl with her...suppose to be drinking all night long...but end up only me n pearly drinkign all night long n carmen ditch us..n shan is always missing in actions hahahah after that night we went curve to have some girly girly outing ahahha i think it was more of gossiping ahhahah then decanter for her last night in kl...i came late...but it was all good...i think it was really fun!!n the best part was fui yu giving us money hahahah not me but malau...i think it was real fun cos i have everyone that i love there...i was waiting for this day for so long...after that was the airport...sighh!!it was hard...seeing her making the wrong decision...but we had support her anyhow!!hahahahah anyway, jus gonna miss her lots n lotss...i miss college..i cant wait for college!!im getting all bored for hoidays dee!!oh my god!!!!im so cofused now actually...i guess i will have to blog when i am no longer confused anymore...
