wee...im back!!its been a month!!shit my new monitor is big but everything in it seems so tiny and it makes me feel blind...i need to get my glasses so that i can slowly blog..hehe ok im back.. i think my blog skin is getting boring...time to change!!but wait...give me some time!!!
sigh sigh its been a month...and its definitely one hectic month!!haha what can i say???can we beat the OC or wat???or i think we beaten it la...haha anyway,the drama would continue to stay as drama and in our memories..so lets jus talk about the happy things!!!haha
let talk about my exams...did i do it well??i dun think so??everything is so last minute studying...but what i can say...i gave my best shot!!i think im failing one and results be out in like less than 24 hours!!i damn scared...but lets jus get over it once and for all!!heheh
anyway, my exams lasted for 2 weeks and knowing me...i think im alcoholic...even malau thinks so too!!got lots of scolding from him...oopss..anyway had my interval for drinking in btw my exams in oasis...it was real fun!!!althou when we were studying for my first paper...we had beers while studying!!i miss that moment!everything was so pure...anyway,abi was suppose to sing but din sing...but he wanted to when his baby lilian arrived,but din in the end!!i hate abi...his singing is jus wonderful!!!it makes u feel like a baby...really!!but somehow i had my mini tiny fight with mr. navin!!it was fun...seeing him merajuking...but it was my fault!!im sorry....heheh but it was a great night...but malau couldnt make it..sobss
after my exams...i was out to have fun!!!wee...it was suppose to be a fun night..had pohseng,leonard, jesh and my bf at the same time!!pppl i love and cherish most..ok not forgeting mr navin...but no it turn out to be a disaster!!!its called the passion night!!!!!!i hate that night!!!!!i think we all jus want to erase that night from our memories...but nooo...that night all our actions has become many big consequences that we have to face after that man!!!!sigh...now we jus have to be responsible for it!!!if that night did not turn out to be this way...i guess we were all be enjoying each other's company!!!but then again....it happened!!!
after that night..started from that night all the DRAMA started coming out lar!!!!!misunderstandings,conflicts,anger,love,hate,happiness,fights,betrayal....i guess its everything...i hope everything is settled now...but i guess we will have to lose ppl in our lives jus to be right no matter how much u dont want to...its jus isn't the same anymore and we are no longer pure to one another...i miss those times when we are all jus frens,the only thought we had was jus to enjoy each other's company...but i guess its different now!!!i think we all know this...
this whole week...has been quite a good week!!it made me realise who i really am??what i really want in life??and what im really in??good or bad??i guess different individual...different thinking!!!i would have to say...i feel much better right now!!!allthou..along the way we let go of something we dont want and things change...i guess its true nobody likes changes....i wish everything will go back to where is started!!!
anyway,happy things!!!carmen is back!!!for now she is really really BACK Lar....sophia is back too hehe had quite an outing yday!!!its been a long time we girls been hanging out!!!should do it more often k!!hahah had a great laugh at carmen yday...she is jus so spastic sometimes!!hehe love her too much i guess...
ahahah anyway,should stop her...blog again another day
