weird

a fren that u think u know well enough to not betray u. finally did. a fren that u tot treated u sincerely. actually did not. a fren that uve cared so much, that was once special to u, that i cherish wat we had most. turn out to hurt me.
i tot this time i will be hurt for losing that someone as a fren. but it was all more to a relieved. that something i have never let go, i finally did. but somehow hearing that someone say such thing can be very hurting.
i maybe really dumb. but my intuition of that someone saying things to hurt me. somehow couldnt convince me that is on purpose. somehow i feel like there is a reason for that someone to do such thing. somehow something that must be done quick.
i never tot i will feel relieved. i tot i will be so devastated. but i tot wrongly, we really grow stronger each time we fall. we learn something each time we are hurt. *so glad n happy everything is over now.*
from this pain, i learn a lot, i learnt that it doesnt mean u treated someone as a fren will treat u back as one. worst still betray u. plus ive learn to let go n not hold on. but im glad that i did nothing wrong to spoil what we had. im glad that i cherish wat we had till the very last sec. n till now, i still cherish everything. and i hope that someone will think the same, n that someone will take care n be happy. my last wishes for this someone is good luck n all the best in ur future undertakings.