bad day

sigh...i feel extremely sad today. its been so long since i felt this way. my results came out today, its like shit man i got one HD, two C and one X. i failed one paper. arghh....this sucks!! it hit me really bad this time, cos i have not failed for a long time and its my first time failing in my UNI life. sobs.
woke up extremely early to go college to see if i could appeal or maybe take a supplementary paper, after minutes i was jus again disappointed because if there's a supplementary paper for the subject, there is no way u can appeal! thus, im left with taking the paper again next wednesday!

this really hit me bad. again i know i maybe a stronger person because of this. but i really feel like crying, i feel like i have fall badly when i so want to jus be on the top. i don need HD's or D's to make my day. i jus dont want to fail. i jus don want to be sad anymore. sigh...

i know so well that its no point of me feeling like that, but to actually get up n do something about it. but i cant, it pulls me down each time i try to get up n do something about it. im scared. im scared if i were to get up once again, ill fail again!! i wont be able to take it. im damn scared!

happy birthday SPASTIC

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPASTIC!! LOOK AT HER!!

no matter how spastic u are..ill always love you!! and i did remember ur birthday but forgot about it when i finally realise my results are out!! i love u n i miss u so damn much ...
anyway, happy birthday!! may all ur wish come true n may this year brings u lots of happiness, love n care!! *muaks* hugs*

u look so spasticly cute in this picture man!! hahah

italy won!!!

yeah totti....*muaks*muaks*muaks*
look at mr. totti kissing the world cup *MUAKS*
yeah the world cup is for italy man!! hugs

y u guys din take off ur shirts?? it'll be so hoT!

FINALSS

watching the match at slippery senorita's at curve
bored sialll
playing HEART ATTACK!!
listening to dwayne sing teddy gieger - for u i will

we were there damn early....i was there like at 11.something oh my god...we waited so long n patiently for the game man!! hehehe but it was all worth it man....worth it!! hhahaha

GENTING!!

arrival to outdoor theme park!!woo..lining up for malaysia's first rollercoaster

walking to dunno where. din know i look so hot from the back
and front too...heheh shan still could pose man
with my fierce babe
waiting.......me n jesh fighting for nard hahaa wat a gay man u jesh
sitting on the flying coaster...opps smelly coaster i mean haha
i was injured sobss...nard carrying me!!
geetting ready for mahjong!! one shot first before we lose moneey
mahjong,....mahjong...mahjong!! MAHJONG!!
we're getting ready to go out to watch the match
being carried out!! so nice!!! jus got our face painted...weee checking out nice or not!!

waiting for the match to start!!
damn long man the match start!!




went up genting yesterday it was so much fun!! went up genting with lilian, liann, shan n the guys! while my bf jus left to pattaya hehe its been such a long time since i met nard n jesh!! god...i miss them so damn much!!...
genting was not cold in the noon at all...but at night was pretty cold!! hehe we watch the italy's match!!! my mr. totti!! they won!! hehe watch the match at the arena of stars!! they got huge screen!! italy was like woahh....last min score man!! 2 goals somemore!! who can beat that??heheh
din had much sleep...so i actually slept for 19 hours today hahahahah PIG i know...wanted to beat record 20 hours but my body was killing me!!

cant wait for our next trip...but lets extend the days....its too tiring for a day trip!! hehehe
more pics go to http://lilian86.multiply.com/ and http://liannyly.multiply.com/

england vs portugal

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england vs portugal!!...damn the portugal man!!! i hate ronaldo...although he is good looking but nooo...he is such a wussy, damn keh po...make my ugly rooney went out!! idiot!!! damn angry lor!! and the FIGO GIGO should be out lor...he knock someone's head during the holand match!! asshole!! portugal got so many ugly ppl man...maniche!!! *bluek*
i hate portugal!! anyway, lets bring the emotions aside..the moment beckham was out there goes the hope for england n worst still when rooney had a red card...so this shows england was on the disadvantage side. portugal jus won because they had more advantage..if becks n rooney was still on field...they are so gonna kena trash man!! hahahaha
it was a damn chi kek match man!!...i sit until my backside also pain...watched this match at the curve with lilian die hard fan of portugal that sits beside me n shan which are fans of the england....then after that match went to have ocean, since portugal won!! and then came brazil and they lost to france although cant blame france cos brazil really played a lousy game. but i still hate HENRY...if its not for his goal, brazil still had chance!! damn HENRY!!

foot ball make ppl have lots of emotions man!!! n make me feel like a MAN....sighh