party!!!

exams are over!!!!!!yeahhhh weeeeee !!its party time!!hahah went to loft yday!!it was all good!!had lots of fun...hahah the happy thing was that most of the ppl i want them to be there is there....and seeing my frens having a good time with my other frens...its really nice feeling!!them getting along n having fun!!i went there with hui shan, pearly n liang heng!!we reach there the earliest...oh my god!!me n my punctuality ahahah im not always like that!!my classmates n the rest came slightly later....open like 4 bottles to drink!!aiks...it was pretty cheap, as nicole knows the manager there!!yeah...although its exepnsive, u cant think about it man...its all about having fun!!n its once in a while!!heheh

carmen came late!!she came when i was pretty high...hahah n then we sat n talk n take pics...like we always do...gonna miss her lots n lots!!she cut her hair!!!she got FRINGE ahhaha damn funny!!cute though..sthing different!!cant wait to actually have sometime to actually be able to talk to her again one on one!!ehehe i love her gossips n spasticsm ahhaha met poh seng's fren there!!hehehehh i guess that club is all uncle's man!!even my sister's frens ex shi jin was there!!sighhh....
it was all a good night...i had fun!!lots of fun!!!exams are over!!so fast 1 sem gone jus like that...so fast half a yr jus passed n we're soon going to be looking in to yr 2006 n then wonder what will happen!!sighhh...and its soon another 3 more days my darling coming back!!!really miss him a lot...he is although no matter what the most important person to me!!cant wait till he is back...cant wait to spend time with him...n lead a whole new diff life...ahahahh

oh yeah...i wanted to share this poem that i think its really very very sweet...pppl who had watch the movie patch adams..then they'll know

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,I love you simply, without problems or pride:I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving...

But this, in which there is no I or you,So intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,So intimate that when your eyes close i fall asleep

uluness of lim lee ling

i finally realise that there's a place in hartamas that u can drink at cheap prices...its decanter!!heheh went there last fri with shan n carmen n the rest of the dj girls...i think we had like hmm 6 jugs of beer n we are playing silly card games!!..it was great to see carmen n fui yu once again!!..to me i think i see fui yu more often around in kl than my own bf...he comes back real often!!hehehe i was suppose to come home like before 12, but then the temptation is there...i couldn't resist it!!sighh...so i left at 12...it was pretty early!!hahha but after all the drinking i had to study once agian!!...this fri last paper!!i ccannot wait!!but all i hope is that to have pass all my papers...
3 papers down n one more to go!!i cant wait!!!hehe i cant wait to go partying n drinking man!!!hopefully ill pass all my papers..not really in the mood to blog...feeling more of wanting to talk to someone!!...missing him lots

singapore=shopping!!!!!

im BACK...heheh its been a long time since i blog...i have to blog fast i only have 17 min to do so then i have to get back and study!holidays started for me already sighh...but exams is coming in like 2days...all i wanna do is jus pass!!hoping to score though!!heheh

i went spore last last week!!its SHOPPINGGGG....i went there for 4 days and 3 nights....its all good i get to buy things i want...not really everything lar, cos my dad aint a millionaire ma!!heheh but the topshop stuff there is CHEAP man..wanted to get my burberry wallet there...its cheaper by 200 but my mum looked and me n said..u sure?its really expensive u know!!!i guess she is jus trying to say in a nicer way ...no u cant buy hahah i bought a jeans, a pants and 3 tops how sad??ehhehe but oklar not too bad lar!!could have bought more!!but seriously my leg was stingy pain man!!ehehehh jus because of a mng jeans i have to go to 5 different shopping centre to look for it...gave all kind of excuses no size lar, dun have lar!!sigh....bought a madagascar penguin for rajesh...my dad was like hello, isnt he old enough my mum was like errr isnt he a guy??heheheh damn funny la!!rajesh is just a big small kid...

came back from spore...it was so HECTIC, i had to study like mad!!!like what im doing all the time for the past few days!!i feel so boring!!but im really stress!!!sighh...came back was quite busy with studying n had to meet up rajesh before he goes back for sailing!!how sad??no one else to listen to my uninteresting stories!!hahah but its all good cos he might come back with green tea kit kat....yayyyyy!!!

i am really stress for the past few days...last friday i jus had to dragged pearly n shan to go out for a drink with me hahah...cos carmen asked me to go out!!thank god she asked man!!if not ill be at home like an idiot!!hehehe i went out feeling guilty but i need to release stress also mar!!!...eheheh

now everyone is done with EXAMS except for me!!sighh...im so sad!!carmen somemore leaving on july 8th so soon....sobs!!!no one to gossip n no one to act spastic in front of me heheh...pearly n shan will be out partying without me!!but i bet it wont be fun!!cos i aint there hahahahahahhahahah "ppl wait for me!!!im coming ok!!!"
i miss malau...its been really long since we talked...although yeah we talked like last fri!!but before i went spore it was his bday n we din even talk n i had to leave ady!!...during spore he din talk to me...so it was pretty long tat we've not talk to each other!!i cant wait...for him to come back!!!seriously!!!the feeling make me feels very intense!!hehehh but its all good!!still surviving!!hopefully he will be coming back soon...really missing him lots n lots...muaks

guess i have to stop here now...there so many things more i wanna blog...about how silly n helpFUL n wonderFUL pearly is to help me out today n how wonderFUL n ignorant hui shan is??ehehehheehehheheh and how nice it is to catch up with carmen after so long being busy with our hectic lives *be strong girl* i wanna say how much i miss my bf...how i long for him to be here n happy!! i also wanna complain so much about how stress i am!!!aghhhh....about what i found out last min!!but thank god pearly helped...sighh....im so so STRESS n i need him so much here!!

sick....

im very very sick today!!!sobss sobbss...i slept yday at 5 something after talking to my beloved darling!!i want him to know that the day he still needs my love, care, support and me myself...i will give it to him!!muakss although right now im so sick i got cough, sorethroat, flu and fever and he has no time to really concern about me...but i know he does somehow...sighh what a positive way of thinking!!but by all means he is busy studying ma...cant blame him!!!

i got new aunty glasses...fuiyoh!!!those plastic frame...hahah anyway nothing can beat my big pimple on my FACE!!!arghhhhh sigh sigh...but nothing can beat my laziness overcoming my mood to study!!ive not studied for one week!!help!!im going to die!!im so so dead!anyway, im very sick today, i feel like dying!!sighh