life??

im back...sighh ive got hell lots of assignment to hand in next week!!but feeling really down now!!so felt like blogging!!im currently listening to edge of fire - whole again. its a real good song!
time past by real fast, not knowing we are already in our 19s coming to 20. as we look back, there's lots to laugh at and cry for! along the road, we meet different ppl from different places or even having different views from ours. how we take them in our lives n thought of spending the rest of our lives with them..its jus amazing!!but only these people that are the closest to u n the one u love most, hurt u the deepest.why??is it bcos they're the closest to our hearts?
it is difficult to be in the position of hate n love. someone in my life, taught me a lesson of trust, love, betrayal n showed me that the phrase "what comes around, goes around" is true and forgiving is the best revenge. some even taught me what true friends are like. but some left, without looking behind. some stayed, to continue love me no matter what.
years passed, have we all became stronger from the past?have we all grow to think maturely?the question is do we really know ourselves?do we really know the people around us?can we trust them?are they really true?are they hiding things?patience is virtue. the truth is out there?is the truth really out there?do we seek for it, or it'll jus naturally comes!

whats worst than murder, rape, lie, robbery, molestation, abuse?